nervous

2day i finally have a dinner with my bf's family
damn...
i was so nervous coz it so sudden...
well...
it nt so sudden la...
coz my bf got tell me la...
jz i scare nia...
hehe....
i think his sis tell his mum that
i'm fat = big size
haih...
hurt nia....(heart break)
it was so nt like me on a dinner table...
i mean that
i would stand up and take d dishes
but 2day i cant...
2 nervous ad...
scare been say by his parent...
haih.....